My Feelings Show

i'll hold your hand
and won't let go
no matter how far
i'll always be here
the storms not over
though i wish it is
it's not gonna last
after pain is bliss
we saw the sun set
we saw the dark clouds
we heard the earth split
like thunders aloud
i'll always be close
i'll always be near
you have had my heart
please hold it dear
i'll always be here
shield you from harm
knight in shining armor
i know i am not
coz my love's your amor
make your pain my own
my back is your shield
my hand is your stone
i'll wipe your tears
whenever you cry
i'll bleed for you
bleed me dry
took my breath away
but i'm still breathing
cut my heart open
til' i no longer bleed
i still love y ou
no matter what
no matter what they do
i'll still be looking after you
i will hold your hand
and never let go
my love's your armor
let my feelings show

Hard to Breathe

hard to breathe
like there's no more air
been thinkin' of you
nothin' has been the same

hard to breathe
like under the sea
wanna be with you
want you here with me

hard to breathe
the sky is falling
just beside myself
the doors are closing

hard to breathe
coz i miss you so
im dying slowly
don't want you to go

i miss you like air
like water, like rain
you're the one i wanna be with
without you,
it's hard to breathe..

A Cure for Insanity

When the sky turns dark
The sun fade away
I look up the sky
and i see you face
Then i wonder why
you are all i see
The sweet memories
When you are with me

Then i grab my phone
hoping you would call
Sat on the corner
Waitin' til' forever
Your eyes mesmerized me
your eyes struck my heart
i'm goin' insane
Been like this since the start

As the stars twinkle
As the moonlight glows
Your face still lingers
J ust can't get over
I reach for the sky
Wishin' you'll be mine
Mine, to call my own
Dreamin' the impossible

As the clock strikes 12
The wind blowing cold
Your face still lingers
Still can't get over
While i write your name
On the window pane
Can't think of someone
Who misses you the same

I lay down to rest
Then i close my eyes
Your face still lingers
I can't get over
I wish you were here
Spending this time with me
You are all i need
Help me cure this insanity

Fiddle-faddling

In some ways, however small and secret, each of us wants a little room to breathe, to get out of life's weariness. Everyone of us is lonely at bottom, and still we cry to be understood. But we cannot entirely understand someone else, and each of us remains part stranger even to those who love us. No matter how we withdraw ourselves to the people who we thought would never appreciate us, we still yearn to be with them. We can never entirely separate our fiber with society's, it will always belong to where it belongs at some point. Let me reiterate an adage: "no man is an island". We don't want to be alone for the entireity of our lives. We can't smile, cry, sing and rejoice alone. We need the people, who may not fully understand us, but somehow will give us the idea that we won't grow behind walls. Trees don't grow without sunlight, neither will we, without the companionship of people close to us, or the people who we allow to etch an influence in our lifes. Quote and quote Aristotle, man is a social being. For almost 2000 years after he said that, man still remains a social being, yearning to be with people, to interact, to enjoy the company of society. What is life without the frolic of companionship?Life's beauty lies with our journey of hello's and goodbye's.
We don't only need the company of society, we also need someone who will guide us, to keep us in check. Without someone whou would ring the bell when we're noisy, we'd all be in shambles. Saint Augustine once expressed that man is restless without God. We can only attain peace in God alone. Serenity could not be attained by merely picking pebbles on the way home, it is something acquired through God. God can giveth, and God can taketh. He can give us calm amidst a storm, He can also take it away. God is the authority that gives us the things we need, rather than what we want, but still remains anonymous. He so love us that He gave the answers to His questions, we just need to encircle the letter of our choice. He so wanted us to be better persons that whenever we pray, instead of giving us directly the solution, He gives us oppurtunities. We are frankly just nothing without God.

The road to man's happiness is not ultimately the road less travelled, sometimes it is the road where everybody else is taking. Sometimes the horizon is so clear, we tend to overburden things; in simplicity lies our content. It's really up to us to bring this authenticity, this simplicity, this unburdened clarity into our looking. We are a very complex, yet a very simple specie, we just need to be with others and God to understand "US" better.

Raindrops, they fall

raindrops keep falling
but the sky’s still grey
my mind is drifting
from sa far away
i’m starin’ outside
but nothing to see
thinkin’ of your smile
wish you’re here with me
raindrops still falling
will it ever stop?
time is moving slow
i’m caught in a trap
my heart keeps beatin’
so fast and so slow
been thinkin’ of you
just want you to know
i’m falling for you
like the rain i see
i’m falling so hard
out my sanity
my heart beats for you
it’s taking it’s toll
i think i’ve fallen
like raindrops, they fall…